2.09.2007

jobs?

So I am considering finding a new job for next year. Yeah...things aren't going really well at school. The things I dislike the most are 1. The drive- about an hour a day- not so bad with David, but I can't imagine doing it along next year. 2. There are some shady things happening there. I can't quite put my finger on exactly what is going on, but I just know that there are some things that aren't acceptable, plus I don't feel like posting them. :)
Things I love about my job 1. my students- I have the greatest class 2. The parents of my students. 3. the freedom to run my day as I please.
So the question I am facing is what exactly I want to do. Our friends suggested an 8-5- don't take any work home- kind of job. David thinks I should continue to teach. I don't really know. For me, I love children and I like to be around them...but I could nanny- David won't let me- he doesn't want me to become a servant to anyone- I don't really see it that way. I could find another teaching job. Sounds exhausting and overwhelming. I could work for CPS (Child protective services)- but I don't know if I can handle it.
I don't know what to do. I guess I would like to stay where I am, but I can't stand the administration and the drive. I just want to find a place where I can stay for awhile.
I just feel confused. Why does God seem so silent?
I always had this idea in my head that I would find a job that makes a difference. Hmmm...there is also the International Refugee place down teh street. I think i would like to work with refugees.
I think Jane and maybe Steven struggle with the same thing.
I know I want to be a Mom...that will be my final job...but I am not ready for that! So in the meantime....???????????????????

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